Dear Rowan,
I had a vision while driving today, after uncomfortably leaving you and Kate at the hospital for more check ups, four days after your arrival. This vision signalled that I build you a place that gifts you fatherly comfort, advice and love that is not physical, yet among the clouds that can be accessed anywhere and anytime you please.
You will find snippets of my memories, my thoughts, my emotions and maybe even forms of media about you. You can use this as you wish, even when I no longer walk this realm with you by my side.
I will be watching you upon the next realm. Watching you grow, watching you be kind, and watching you venture through this beautiful life that we have been given on your own terms, but should you ever not feel like you’re being watched by me or your mother, then consume this gift that I give to you today, a gift that will reassure you that we are always with you.
I am excited to begin life with you, to watch you grow into the man you were born to be and to see you bond with your mother, something Kate has deserved to experience for so long now, and I know you will look after her along the way.
Thank you for being strong over these last couple of days, you have comforted Kate in a handful of stressful situations today. You are already showing signs of kindness, something which is rooted deep into your blood thanks to Kate, and a trait that I know will point you in the right directions in life.
Welcome to the world my son, now let’s go have some fun.